Filed under: Life in General
BAHAHA, I haven’t blogged in like what? 10 Days? Dunno, gotta check the dates. Anywho…I don’t think I like wordpress. It lags too much, fucks me. Seriously. Anyway, blogspot. Probably. Blogdrive = too many pop ups.
Anywhosidoodles, year 10’s last day was yesterday. To be honest, wasn’t that sad that their leaving. Most are sluts anyway LOL.
Rah! WordPress is pissing me off. I think I will go make a blogspot. Brb betches 
Filed under: Uncategorized
I can’t depend on anyone.
You know how you think you have that one person/people you can depend on until they go say/do something that really hurts your feelings? Yeh. I have that problem.
She’s off my list LOL
Filed under: Life in General
LIFE IS WONDERFUL
LOLOLOL
MY BAD. SORRY FOR THOSE WHO READ ANYTHING AHHAHAHAHAHA!
Filed under: Crappy Days
Today was a bad day for me. Not only was it raining, I realised that I shouldn’t give opinions, everyone stinks (except for those select few. eh?). I wouldn’t think anyone would give a flying fuck what I did. Or what I had to say, I hate myself and I hate everyone else more. I hate how little I feel and I hate how everyone else looks bigger. I’m fugly fugly fugly and I eat shit. No body gives a shit whether I’m feeling alright. No body considers my feelings. Sometimes I miss the good ole days. The days where I can hang out with fokyu, where I can talk to the close people. Nowadays, I’m just an emotional car wreck.
Sometimes, I want to smile. I want to smile as wide as I can. I want to be just really happy about things and my life. But I can’t and I don’t know why. I can’t seem to like myself, or grasp who I am. I don’t think anyone would understand, I don’t want to care but I do. I’m not okay, and I won’t be for a while. I want to start new, I wanna go somewhere else, I want to move out of my body and into another. I want to go away. I feel so lonely at school. I don’t want people giving me things because they feel obliged to do it. I don’t feel that I really matter to anybody. I’m just that asian girl in class who’s quiet. I want to be more than that, I want to change the world. I want to do things, but to change the world, I have to change myself first, and that’s not gonna happen anytime soon.
I wish people would see me for who I truly am. Some jackass who’s lonely. A selfish, lonely bitch with no one to go to.
I live in a hole. That hole is dark. I don’t think I’ll ever be able to climb out of that hole.
Filed under: Life in General
I am so sorry, I don’t seem to blog anymore. Don’t worry, I still love blogging. Its a time killargh~ Well today I had my last two exams. Thank god, BUT I think I’ll fail it because well, I’m a failure in life (Y). It was awesome at sport because people seem to like my Jack Horner character!
After school, Chin took me to the boys school. It was frightening let me tell you. I’m so shy around guys that when I’m near one, my god. I think if I wasn’t so afraid, I’d run the other way LOL. Well I met some nice people, Geb, Nathan and the already met from last time Jimmy. I had some fun and it was awesome, but I’m still very nervous and shy around boys.
Sigh, I wish I wasn’t so shy. 
